Universal – now | deadline

The way – shared discovery-realization of the ultimate

enjoyment – being on the way – in dimensions

pure: experiential being in form-formation as the world and

pragmatic: the world as nature-psyche (world experienced as unchangeable ground), culture-artifact (world as we build our niche and ground), and the universal (world as we become it in limitlessness—phasing between peak-identity and dissolved phases)

Priorities—sequence of action: ground and realization are parallel; in ground, now is priority, the rest are parallel; in realization, home is priority, the rest are parallel

Ground

now reset death early 2022 finance.place

finance-work ($.TWB).benefits.budget.cash

place.ment-discovery-travel—placeimmersion – pack, prep, execute beyul, civilization… publish in world

discipline—routine-variation; dissipation, prep days

main discipline

transitions, alarms

chore – ground – cash days

simple review meditate

separate sheet – dev-ex and yoga

focus – no dithering – time waste –
quora – netfix (elim, 1 – 2 days)
don’t talk G + R φ.π.iso.phone off

food, x, each times 2 or 1 a day

accept transience, responsibility for self

netflix, quora (link useful answers), beer…

health mole, meds , diet, x, shoulder, knee

planning

eat early, φ quora, netfix, pm snack

relationships

“I have no plan”

“as if playing a game” response to my problem

on being right

sometimes in discussing issues the problem becomes, not what is right, but who is right

I should endeavour to get out of such loops; but how? for, given that ‘ego’ is a root of the problem, it is likely to enter into the resolution on both sides

your problem

I am not going to talk of my behavior because it has been in focus—but yours has been ignored

I noted when you were seventeen, the first episode of judgmental behavior—was surprised, but it turned out to be characteristic. Perhaps it was and is unconscious or perhaps you are in denial of it but it is there, looms large, but you deny or minimize it or turn it into a joke—or explain it away – “I’m like dad that way” or “It was a time when I was not happy in my relationship with Susan”

My use of ‘judgmental’ is not primarily in the sense of making value or negative judgments.

We make judgments. Given limits of time, resources, and ability we cannot and therefore need not always make ‘perfect’ judgments. In any situation there is an optimal amount of time to spend on reflection before making a judgment (and even optimality requires judgment).

To be judgmental is to characteristically come unnecessarily rapidly to a judgment and consequently the judgment is frequently poorer in quality than the best feasible in the situation—and where it could easily be correct, it may often be in error.

Thus you have habitually judged me for over 20 years—25 years what I am aware of, but it could be more.

On top of that your judgments are characteristically (i) erroneous (ii) repeated even when information is available and I’ve asked you not to (iii) harsh (iv) viscious in tone (iv) later denied, minimized (v) if I say anything (I think I’ve been really angry once—other times I might speak loudly and insistently to get a word in edgewise) you get hyper angry and, even though you do not like me bringing up old issues, you do it (vi) but I don’t see the ‘old’ issues as old—I am quite sure that if you said something I didn’t like and I spoke about it and you did not do it again it would be forgotten but your behavior was continual and unchanged in response to polite written and verbal requests… and only when I got emphatic and loud did it change (with seeming resentment)

my problem

of course everything in my life that I experience in my life is my problem for the essence of removing the problem is be in a state of dealing with it while it lasts… and dealing has a number of aspects (i) reflection (ii) resolution—self, other, the situation

individuate

problem of negativity

he has been persistenly nasty and negative; yet he minimizes and denies—and gets viciously angry at criticism and perceived affronts

options—tolerate or break up (details)

902 N St

things to be addressed (i) back window (ii) back gate (front?) (iii) drier (iv) dining room light (v) bathroom sink (vi) the fact that putting it all off will likely build up to an overwhelming point

how to have a conversation

to be developed; but note that the dad – montu style never gets anywhere—and this is mostly the style of my conversations with others; the alternative is the style of Make Prayers to the Raven

quora

Realization

dev exec – home-travel – study.write.share.immerse—

nature—live, pack lite, chisel, beyul

civilization—spirit, politics-economics-tech

universe ultimate—yoga-reason; sharing

Notes

Deadlines.RESET TRIP (isolate identity).short listb

Days of intense TWB $ – Placeb disciplineb

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Today

1 Every day

1:30 am dedicate.center-review.activities-times.alarms

set attitude–[patience > integrity] [achievement]

stabilizing timeout – reflect-stretch | meditative presence-engagement | clear speech-thought

Home – focus.immersion

2 2:15 Realize—develop-execute twb | fluids.music ___

sage.site.home > essential, appeal, useful links ______

3 this.l = r col.t-d b-u.template ____________________

the way > realize.plan > do > ek.sep ______________

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7:00 Rest review strtch.wts.x | Yoga-meditate-reflect

__________________________ > set times.sequence

9:00 Ground to do – pm, set aside days ___________

place (#1 wck-cc, pack lite), nature, community ___

step back trip-hike – discover places #1 w ck

willow creek and area

hikes and climbs; places to live

crescent city (CC)

buses – greyhound, arcata, 707 825 8934; m-f 8-12, 1-5, sat 8:30-10; to points north, depart 10 am 5:50 pm $5; from orick for arcata, 8:38 & 4:26 pm; from CC for arcata, 7:30 am, 3:00 pm

booking.com motels in crescent city

taxis in CC –coastal cab 707 458 5708 | del norte taxi 707 464 6030 | comfort cab 707 218 7979 | abc cab 707 464 6506

trails around CC city–boyscout trail, howland hill rd east, ~ 5 mi | stout grove | howland hill rd e, ~ 7 mi

weaverville and area

hikes and climbs; places to live

eureka, arcata, humboldt, and area

hikes and climbs; places to live

redwood national park

707 464 6101—map a trip; get (call for) for info “bridges” “flows” “roads” “climbs”; get permits online or at reserve california, 800 444 7275

king range and lost coast

707 986 5400, blm arcata 707 825 2300 | sinkyone wilderness – visitor center 707 247 3318

maine

Maine - Wikipedia

guyana-living; fair $460-consulate _____________

hum-trin us mex world-study; use trips to eval

gear-home – review

purpose-principle; pack lite; chisel; try out all gear (i) excel (ii) weight, food (iii) chisel trip

places to live (see trip, above)

new apartments, 9th and C, Eureka

health

exercise, mole, medication level, elim hctz

half-life of losartan is 2 hours with the terminal half-life of the metabolites being longer at 6–9 hours; when dosed twice a day, its blood pressure lowering is equivalent to other arb’s given once a day—from fifteen years of losartan… what have we learned about losartan that can benefit chronic kidney disease patients; summary: losartan has benefits the newer arb’s don’t and it might be more effective if taken two times a day (half doses?)

hydrochlorothiazide has a half-life of 6 to 15 hours; might also be effective two times a day

computer

align printer; remote connection, transfer files—how to get the computers to talk

study topics

import topics from system, plan

topics for metaphysics, the way, general logic

atheism…

world problems and opportunities, epidemiology

html (collapse), see plan for more html, etc

engineering and engineering education software

benefits for seniors—area 1 agency on aging | agingcare.com

9:00 Tasks, maintenance ___torx, uphill _______ thu

to enter _____________________________ items

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periodic review ________________________ more

day, activity ________________________________

twb, project phase __________________________

life, death _________________________________

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get food, supplies, clean, laundry __________ more

hair-feet | meals cook-freeze bhoona-pulse | supplies fluids nuts grains pulses green-veg raw-fruit coffee oil spice - weekly snacks and dessert / cleaners / paper / food storage / meds / toilet / stamps envelopes cards /print paper | maintain clothes gear bike | chisel home

minimize: in house supplies for a week—estimate—breakfast granola 4c, vitamins, powdered milk 2c - 2/3 c to 1c water… or storable almond and other milk, coffee ¾lb | lunch 2c ea—nuts, dried fruit, snacks; food bars | supper—rice 3c, beans 2c, ramen, salt 2oz, spices, fresh and dried veg, meat, tortilla-bread, oil, soup, cheese, desert | water base = 1 gal /day or 7 gals per person

finances—balance, plan, seek work _________ data

financial plan.xlsm

budget—time.space.meals.supplies.acquire

year—tax, xmas, birthday ________________ data

robin 2/7, veda elise 8/1, carissa 8/10, Beverly 8/15, stephanie 9/4, kathleen 11/8, wendy – get

acquire—travel duffel, torx-ace ___________ more

evaluate, arrange, use what I have > basic trail – travel – home – multi use; priorities—

now—sox, bear proof stuff sack, ensolite pad

trail—instant alt foods.coop online.dehydrate—universal backpacking food, 8 x 10 tarp (dyneema), b’pack quilt, silkweight shirts and long u’wear, plastic bowls, lightweight stove

home and travel wear—2 pr each of exercise (need good shirt), sleep, and day wear; walking shoes and sneakers—picky picky picky; bike shoes, munich pants; dressy pants; town shoes and boots; clio faux leather jacket

home and travel, other—flannel bedsheets and pillow cases, towels, iron and board, portable outdoor table and chairs, china bowls, travel suitcases and duffel, Spanish dvd

josuma coffee co https://josumacoffee.bigcartel.com/, https://www.josuma.com/;

camera, memory cards, batteries; smart / travel phone, solar battery charger, clean rifle, revolver

software—cad, engineering, math, sagemath, web dev, publishing, multimedia, blogware, css, html, web prog, c++, remote publication, cloud storage, blueray, isbn

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11:00 Lunch (early) _______________________________

11:45 Hike-bike-walk 1-2°+ h phone, camera _________

nature-town-reflect > pics- nature-city wildlife-streets

uphill – real | simulate – where?

1:00 pm prep.rest.shr 2:00 reflect.realize.this.ntwrk _

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5:00- Sleep early ________________________________

Travel – immersion – development: review

Aim, principle, main ________________________

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Meals ___________________________________

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